Sigh...

Life is weird. I don't really understand half of the things that happen. Why can't we just KNOW what is going to happen, do it and then be happy? Time steals so much. Yet it also gives so much back. I don't know what to do...about everything and nothing. The questions steal into my heart begging to be answered. They knock on the door of my heart...waiting....Should I let them out? Or would life just get harder if I did?? Ugh...the retardedness of life...sigh...I don't think I'm going to try anymore....blah....blah...blah.