Dreams...

So I had some dreams last night that kinda freaked me out and made me extremly sad all at the same time. :S Why do people have to walk out of your life? Why do people decide that they would rather have someone else rather than you? Why do people choose to reject you...over and over again? Even in my dreams I'm rejected. I just don't understand...but will anyone ever understand. Sigh. Its retarded but it hurts. It hurts realizing that no matter how hard you try it will never be enough for someone. Oh well....I just have to learn to accept the rejection....live and learn.....good night sweet world....hope you find the happiness God wants for you.